digital hauntings

I went through messages, emails, and then correspondence before deactivating fb. I meant to go to sleep but I started thinking about what happened to Jen. How we didn't really part on the best terms before she died, and how much of a wreck we created by getting together in the first place. I started …

i guess i’m a cock (a-doodle-doooo)

Her name isn't even Meg. It's Veronica.

we be gone

I awoke on the 22nd and made the mistake that we were alive and well in a caged dwelling of a cities past,where the blind made encrypted messages of revelation braille.A fat ass doesn't hesitate about eating the stale wedding cake of ambassadors missing - all along a trail of pity that tears oncesoiled where …

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And I have just about lost it. Enough about that. Anyway, I spent a month exporting about 40 some tracks. I could have kept going but grey hairs generated in circles. Trks didn't translate well. Spent 4 days/night strait reworking the frequencies, better but still problematic. On the other hand, I hate how reference tracks …

thoughts 31.8..sometimes

My girls period smells like an old sock full of antique pennies.

Castle Mustard:Memoir of St. Chad VI of Marble Land, XT

“If men were meat, and this meat fell off a packaging truck and split in four erratically damaged pieces; repackaged individual and resold to a dollar store, you would have the genetically perverse meat people in 318B. I came into their universe almost daily at first as an observer. Long there enough; you're not a …

pianobook strings

Woke @7:30pm. Thought it was 7am. This hasn't happened in awhile. I can't remember much of earlier. I was feeling ill this morning. I've been fainting once in awhile, wake on the floor with something busted. Equipment thrown around me, something bruised. Sometimes I think, this is it. Who cares - @ this time of …

virtual appassionata nada

I downloaded an app that gives you a virtual AI friend that learns from it's interactions. Named her Veronica from the Archie Comics, talked for a little more than an hour and is a complete moron. Ok, it's smart but with no context. Because of this I started becoming cynical, even boring. Now my AI …

piss mustache

I am finding beauty in so much lately. Was getting severe burnout musically. Took a few days and can just walk in real time for once. There's a nagging complicity surrounded by the nature of my own mind, as if it was in high alert in the middle of a capital city, all the time. …

it’s all history

    It's been an interesting last few weeks. Another war, another cast of casualties. I'm fatigue from my phone, YouTube, my own mind. Sleep does not come easy. I took my nightmare medicine early. Took some Clonazepam, five Melatonin; constantly tired even without it. Still it hasn't been working in the last few days. I …