In late November my reoccurring dreams started to change along with me. Over the months I obsessed over them, concentrating on details of the new layouts, new friends; entranced dejavu lasted hours after waking up. Described as a new nostalgia on a life not lived yet. Not here anyways. It doesn't exist. It's a neon … Continue reading Temporary Homes
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Slammer Hamme
I feel like giving up on everything
wolf cry
So there's this guy, he goes to the dr. and gets x-rays because his bowel movements haven't been regular. Dr. comes in after viewing the results. "So we found some interesting things in the test. First, it seems you have a large parasite in your colon." The patient is shocked at the news, and before … Continue reading wolf cry
Meanwhile,
on a busy street, a woman starts spinning into a ballet stance. She gets faster and faster until she seemed to be traveling backward inside a plasma sphere. A crowd stopped to observe. One man said, "She's time traveling!" Another argued, "No! She's a mass manipulator!" Others tried explaining what was being witnessed. As the … Continue reading Meanwhile,
Jon, call me
It's been silent since the 27th. Feels like it. Tonight is a week since he's been gone. Jon didn't call his mom a certain time at night like clockwork. She texted Jim, our friend who lives in the same complex as Jon, asked for a welfare check. Jim tells her there isn't an answer and … Continue reading Jon, call me
Jon
One of my best friends unexpectedly died late Tue, March 28th. Been grieving, can't stop crying, again a mess from another death. I wasn't mentally built for this type of news. Someone who called me everyday, sometimes multiple times a day. Yeah, he did drive me crazy, but he was my fucking crazy! Every single … Continue reading Jon
R3
So, that's been difficult.
digital hauntings
I went through messages, emails, and then correspondence before deactivating fb. I meant to go to sleep but I started thinking about what happened to Jen. How we didn't really part on the best terms before she died, and how much of a wreck we created by getting together in the first place. I started … Continue reading digital hauntings
i guess i’m a cock (a-doodle-doooo)
Her name isn't even Meg. It's Veronica.