Temporary Homes

In late November my reoccurring dreams started to change along with me. Over the months I obsessed over them, concentrating on details of the new layouts, new friends; entranced dejavu lasted hours after waking up. Described as a new nostalgia on a life not lived yet. Not here anyways. It doesn't exist. It's a neon … Continue reading Temporary Homes

And I have just about lost it. Enough about that. Anyway, I spent a month exporting about 40 some tracks. I could have kept going but grey hairs generated in circles. Trks didn't translate well. Spent 4 days/night strait reworking the frequencies, better but still problematic. On the other hand, I hate how reference tracks … Continue reading

Bad Dark Finger excerpts

part I It was Vivaldi's Summer in the year Two Thousand and Fourteen A.D. when thirty-five year old, Lord DarriusJohann Amadeo Ludgang Von-Maxxius Rex-Francois Wolfwig Gottileb de Lux' Tremende' was to announce to hisfather that he was finally leaving home to embark on a new chapter. He had just finished a major work for harpsichord,and … Continue reading Bad Dark Finger excerpts

psychology ¢ discounts ¢

Much to do today and I'm sitting on the bed, overslept, now fear. I keep looking at objects I own and ask, "where I get this"? Sadness persists in others as well. Friend I've known just had their mother die unexpectedly, two days before Thanksgiving. They just saw her. A mutual friend who gets in … Continue reading psychology ¢ discounts ¢

weird pop with black King Friday 

Psych has been dosing me off Paxil for the last few months or so; been taking something new to fucking replace it. Now have finally stopped Paxil for the first time since 2001. It's the first week. I've been wanting to record the progress but that desire had diminished. My emotions are insane and embossed … Continue reading weird pop with black King Friday 

|\/| I_I $ 1 ¢ industrialized industry in Dustry, IN

 I     "i roll the nickels. the game is mine. " Three MC's shot. Their coffins lined fans to streets and venues. Soundcloud mothers wept, and Parental Guidance makes fake news.  Five DJ's hung in London. Their bodies dragged on cobblestone to nightclubs. BBC mourns to CNN's, and a fucking riot begins. Eight composers pass … Continue reading |\/| I_I $ 1 ¢ industrialized industry in Dustry, IN

Waltz around the Vomiting Musical Chair and share why you came here for help today, and don’t forget to sign the sign-in sheet please. Thanks.

every moment,  in every space,  of my night and day ...  she plays me like Mozart on that piano-forte

The time I fell for cheap A.I. Jo

7496: Hi I'm Jo from Mike Bloomberg's campaign. With so much at stake, Americans deserve a Democratic candidate who can beat Donald Trump. Will you support Mike? 0017: Not so much into politics. Do citizen voices still really count during the actual determination of an elected official? The whole voting campaign stage seems just like … Continue reading The time I fell for cheap A.I. Jo

dream report / predictive dream programming (526):02 assigned blood duty

    I was in Galveston moonlight. There was much demolished. A high pitch frequency was dying in my ear as if I just missed an ICBM or hit in the head by a foreign object. I thought perhaps the 1900 storm had just passed until I noticed military police dressed in future fear gear. … Continue reading dream report / predictive dream programming (526):02 assigned blood duty