In late November my reoccurring dreams started to change along with me. Over the months I obsessed over them, concentrating on details of the new layouts, new friends; entranced dejavu lasted hours after waking up. Described as a new nostalgia on a life not lived yet. Not here anyways. It doesn't exist. It's a neon … Continue reading Temporary Homes
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dropping sterile vases
Once I was on top of a skyscraper that touched defective clouds to pressure,until slivers of despotic-matter deviated above my head in parabolic responses in measure.Unlike a halo of perfected diatonics vanquished, it dispersed like an erotically vitiated angel who's never been handled by one to converge. They sneak in your room to make lovewhile … Continue reading dropping sterile vases
Lefterdetis
Looser the noose came aroundin flight got tightertook a bite to the flexing necksour bones snap “good bye hellos”take your bow – strangler with bound armssundown they look last then gather cold trophies I dread the summer, and smell the earth cookingthrew out a few thousand numbers or two in hooking cyclesdrawn in distances closer … Continue reading Lefterdetis
Castle Mustard:Memoir of St. Chad VI of Marble Land, XT
“If men were meat, and this meat fell off a packaging truck and split in four erratically damaged pieces; repackaged individual and resold to a dollar store, you would have the genetically perverse meat people in 318B. I came into their universe almost daily at first as an observer. Long there enough; you're not a … Continue reading Castle Mustard:Memoir of St. Chad VI of Marble Land, XT
Bad Dark Finger excerpts
part I It was Vivaldi's Summer in the year Two Thousand and Fourteen A.D. when thirty-five year old, Lord DarriusJohann Amadeo Ludgang Von-Maxxius Rex-Francois Wolfwig Gottileb de Lux' Tremende' was to announce to hisfather that he was finally leaving home to embark on a new chapter. He had just finished a major work for harpsichord,and … Continue reading Bad Dark Finger excerpts
cycler, the mad
I'm losing balance in bad acts. Mind is running far away from me; desperately and directionally lost in said ether. (And yet) I seem to care enough to record it here. (to be judged and rather ignored) no balls to announce on roof tops just yet. And when I do have that courage will you … Continue reading cycler, the mad
Day the Modem broke
Digital streaming went strong to silent. An unsettled noise was gaining decibels outside. Intense pressure shaked the house frame, bouncing window panes. Voices strong, add violence; a thousand neighbors stand, synch alonged a particular new injustice. Tech canon power rumbled useless concrete, G5 reflecting off badges of tense officers of bias peace. Pregnant women hold … Continue reading Day the Modem broke
Gone til November sex medicinal remix
I need something new to hit me, I want excitment. I need a muse, maybe a fight and a new bruise. I want to be used and treated badly, loved and abused lightly. There she is in deep blue eye shadow, girl kick(ed) my entitled ass into creative submission. Can't stop writing dumb poems; shit … Continue reading Gone til November sex medicinal remix
dream report / predictive dream programming (509):01
Walked to a dead bar, but didn't think to drink. Holy shit, 'yeah, of course I know I'm still allergic to alcohol in this side slated state.' Asked for a soda while looking like a dreaded creep. Closed my eyes thinking of that dead electric violin. What was it? The Homo white or … Continue reading dream report / predictive dream programming (509):01